.::. sEmUa CeRiTa JaDi SaTu .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 11:43 PM

30 Ogos 2008

Hari ini semua adik beradik berkumpul di rumah ros kerana pada malam nanti selepas isyak kami akan mengadakan kenduri tahlil arwah ibu dan doa selamat untuk anak adik ros yang baru berusia 2 bulan setengah.

Dari awal pagi lagi ros agak sibuk memasak..untuk makanan tengahari dan juga malam. Bahan2 kering utk masakan kakak ros bawa dari Johor. …jadi tak lah banyak barang yang perlu di beli..ayam pun my sis seponser ambil dari ladang lagi cuma ikan saje beli di sini.
Marilah tengok apa yang ros dan my family masak pada hari ini..



kami adik beradik bergotong royong untuk kenduri malam nanti.



Inilah Tom Yam Ayam yang ros masak untuk lauk tengahari.



Daging kambing kurma untuk lauk malam nanti.



Ikan masak Kicap


Ayam masak merah


Sayur goreng


Ruang makan untuk kaum perempuan. Untuk lauk sahaja.


Ruang minuman , buah-buahan dan kuih muih

Suasana di Hadapan rumah sebelah malam

pintu masuk ke rumah ros...meriah tak.

Ruang makan untuk kaum lelaki.


Lauk, buah-buahan dan kuih muih untuk kaum lelaki.


31 Ogos 2008


Happy Merdeka day from ros

Hari ni adalah 31hb Ogos …merupakan hari kemerdekaan Negara kita Malaysia. Happy birthday Tanah Melayu and happy bday with my adik..Irwan Zulkefli yang ke 26. Semuga apa yang dihajati tercapai dan tabah menghadapi segala dugaan dalam kehidupan. May Allah bless you with everlasting love, success and happiness...


wassalam

 

.::. nO tAg 2 .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 9:35 PM


I think my blog entry from now on is gonna be very scarce.
I'm just lazy, and too busy .
In a way its a good indication that I have other things to worry about,
instead of just sitting at home all day feeling sorry for myself.
I dont think I have much to say here.

wassalam

 

.::. nO tAg 1 .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 10:28 PM

Another lazy attempt to update this blog without proper content.
I dislike coming out like this without mental preparation on what I want to write
in this blog. I'm just clueless. Right now I'm just typing the letters down,
trying to fill the gaps. Perhaps my mind is equally filled with gaps,
so much so I couldnt think of any proper thing to say.

I need to get things sorted out emotionally.

wassalam

 

.::. gOoD dAy .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 8:14 PM


Today is a good day for me. I feel happy as I will be on leave starting tomorrow
and will only be back in the office on monday.

I'll be leaving to somewhere...where?....;))
but I'm still having fever...:(

Hope I will enjoy myself with my familys...
I'll be back when I'm back soon...bye..bye..

wassalam

 

.::. iMaGiNe .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 5:13 PM


Imagine this, you are in a room with people
of different opinion and preference.
Sometime they judge and analyze you.
Sometime they are wrong and you find the itch to defend yourself.

You take your chance to know them well and
what their preference are.
You try to please them by doing things they expect you to do.
But along the way, you cannot help of taking the risk of doing
things that you think is right. You are flying blind.
If luck is on your side, you will success.

But if it is not,
you will take in more judgment and eventually you will frustrate.
Life’s like that… we just cannot please everyone.
I do not want to win this game. But I cannot loose either.
I just want us to be like what we use to be.
Be the sibling that we use to be......

wassalam

 

.::. pEaCeFuLnEs .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 10:44 PM

Damai..
alangkah indahnya jika hidup ini penuh kedamaian
alangkah bahagianya jika hidup ini penuh keceriaan..
Syukurlah pada sesuatu..
Hargailah pada pemberian kerana kita tak pasti
hidup yg kita keluh kesahkan itu mungkin akan lebih derita dari hari ini…
Sayangilah pada kedamaian..
bukan mudah utk setiap insan merasai kedamaian..
kesakitan,penderitaan,kekecewaan akan menghalang seseorang mengalami erti Damai…


DAMAI tak akan hadir selagi hati tidak tenang dan selagi hati penuh kedambaan…

wassalam

 

..:: fEvEr ::..

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 11:16 PM




I feel Moody...Cloudy...Windy...My mood swings as the weather does...
I dont have any clue whatsoever to why im feeling like this.
Rase macam something is wrong but can't pin it to something.

Whylah? i hate it..
Don’t no why lately I post some kind of stop entry...

My mind is so unstable...
I’m totally completely messed up...
But I’m glad I still can put a smile on my face...
Actually, its not exactly a fever as i dont have a temperature that
defines a fever but my head hurts and my sights are basically spinning.
I'm constantly (not literally) falling.

I'm soooo sorry but seriously when your head hurts and meds didnt work out
the way they should, nothing else mattered.

I'm sorry again.

wassalam

 

.::. dReAmS aGaIn .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 11:27 PM


Do you remember the dreams we used to have especially during our childhood days?
Where all of them are sweet, pure and full of kindness we would like to offer of
which will make the world a better place. And as we grow up,
its all slowly faded and lost in the tough journey of our life.

Being an adult, a grown up homo sapien,
the life have too much to ask until we lost our pure sweet identity
along the way just to keep going on.

Yeah. Keep moving on. In a tough life.
But if we try to take it easy, sit back, take time to relax and focus on
the important things, learn to ignore and let go the rest,
maybe we can have some time for ourself, some money and energy to spend
on things that really matter to us and start our dreams again.
Life is full with amazing things and everybody can reach and
have it if we are not to busy with our life.

"Live life at the fullest and don't be 'jahat2' (naughty)"
said my friend once.

wassalam

 

.::. i WiShEd .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 10:16 PM


I wished I got the guts to reveal it...
But I know I never half it...
I wished I can live simple but yet greatest life...
I wished I’m good enough...;)

wassalam

 

.::. lOvE wIsDoM .::.

2 comments Posted by AdikRose at 10:38 PM


'Love is just like life, its not always easy and it does not always bring happiness.
When we do not stop living, why should we stop loving' . . .
The pain and suffering in loving are the risk that we take for the expected return: a happiness. Sound like an investment. A business arrangement. However, when we always put love, passion, commitment and effort to our business and we do exactly the same in loving; it will make it same thing. . . .
Love is life.

When we do something genuinely, and we give our best for it,
we will feel good even though the result is not very good.
When we faking it in anyway, even the result is outstanding,
we won't feel good about it.

We may can fake the "feel good" about the result,
but when it not come from our heart, it can be felt.

So in life, there's no other options...

DO IT GENUINELY
DO IT AT YOUR BEST
GIVE YOUR UTMOST COMMITMENT
IN EVERY SINGLE THING YOU DO

And you'll proud with yourself.

Eat all you want,
Sleep all you want,
Spend all you have,
DANCE like nobody' watching...
And be happy, fell happy

There two changes happen for us. Internal changes within ourselves and changes that happen around us that we need to adapt. These two are inter-related as our environment will reflect to our changes and we for sure need to adapt the changes around us.

So far the outcomes are very impressive and motivating. I feel better about myself now. Feel healthier. Feel happier.

wassalam

 

.::. bISaKaH .::.

2 comments Posted by AdikRose at 9:33 PM


Bisakah yang benci disayangi,
Bisakah yang dusta dimaafi,
Walauku himpunkan sesalku,
Bisakah terbuka kalbu.
( Petikan lirik BISAKAH – Siti Nurhaliza )


Kengkadang memaafkan seorang musuh lebih mudah dari memaafkan teman, keluarga, atau orang tersayang.Beberapa teman dan keluarga terdekat pernah bertanyakan soalan ini pada ros…BISAKAH?????.....

Pada ketika itu ros lebih suka berdiam atau menjawap seringkas mungkin.
Bukan hipokrit tapi banyak hati perlu dijaga. Mungkin nanti jawapan ros akan
mengguris mana-mana pihak atau menimbulkan lebih banyak persoalan lain.
Jadi ini luahan hati sebenar ros…..

Ros bukan orang yang rumit jadi untuk memaafkan seseorang adalah perkara
mudah bagi ros. Teori ros senang saja, kalau ros sendiri kadang-kadang tidak dapat
lari dari melakukan kesilapan kenapa nak harapkan yang sebaliknya?
Jadi bila terjadinya beberapa perkara yang menyakitkan hati,
ros suka meletakkan diri ros tempat orang yang melakukan kesilapan.
Mungkin kesilapan itu tidak disengajakan atau terjadi tanpa kerelaan hatinya juga.
Mungkin kesilapan itu dilakukan secara sengaja tapi dia benar-benar menyesal.
Mungkin dia acapkali mengulangi masalah ini tapi dia begitu
menyesal dan tidak mahu mengulanginya.
Banyak kemungkinan dan kebarangkalian yang ros fikirkan supaya perkara ini
dapat diselesaikan dan lebih banyak hati lain tidak terguris.

JAWAPAN ROS sbnrnya:-

Semua perkara BISA diatur. Namun setiap perbuatan atau kesalahan ada akibatnya.
Samada kita mahu atau tidak, kita perlu menanggung dan bertanggungjawap atas
perbuatan sendiri. Malah dalam banyak perkara yang terjadi, jujur ros katakan tiada dendam yang disimpan di hati cuma kenangan pahit itu ros jadikan pertahanan diri supaya
ia tidak lagi melukai ros dan orang-orang yang ros sayangi.
Kemaafan tidak semestikan bermaksud perkara atau hubungan akan kembali seperti asal. Mungkin juga boleh menjadi lebih baik sekiranya ia mengikut jalan yang betul dan akan menjadi sebaliknya seandaikan perkara lama berulang.

Kedang-kadang kita tidak memerlukan kemaafan, cuma buktikan dan tunjukkan
samada kita betul-betul menyesali perbuatan kita,dan kemaafan itu
akan menyusul dengan sendirinya....

wassalam

 

.::. sYuKrAn YaZiLaN .::.

1 comments Posted by AdikRose at 11:44 PM


Syukur pada Nikmat dan Sukar

Bercerita tentang nikmat, setiap hari kita dikurniakan nikmat tak terhingga, nikmat yang sentiasa wujud dalam setiap detik yang kita lalui sepanjang perjalanan hidup ini. Ianya mengajar aku, kamu dan dia untuk mensyukuri segala nikmat diberi. Ramai berpendapat nikmat itu datang hanya untuk perkara yang baik.

Bagaimana dengan kesukaran dan kepayahan? Bukankah itu nikmat?
Dari mata fikiran ros, nikmat itu ros gambarkan sesuatu yang diberi untuk kesenangan, kegembiraan, pengajaran dan ilmu bagi memberi ruang ros mengingati akan DIA yang memberi. Kesukaran dan kepayahan ingin sekali ros jadikan pengajaran dalam menempuh hidup yang penuh dugaan rekaan manusia ini.

Mengapa ros berkata begitu?
Kerana setiap perkara yang baik atau buruk sememangnya datang terus terdetik
didalam hati kita yang boleh ros katakan ilham darinya. Kita dikurniakan akal
untuk menerima dan membenarkan. Sekiranya baik maka baiklah jadinya,
sekiranya jahat, buruklah jadinya.

Jadi dugaan ini boleh dikatakan kesukaran rekaan manusia yang membenarkan
kejahatan lebih dari kebaikan.Sememangnya dugaan adalah kehendakNya bagi
emberi sedikit pengajaran kepada hambaNya.

Tetapi adakah kita mensyukuri pengajaran yang diberi atau sekadar mengeluh?
Ini yang mendatangkan kesukaran yang lebih dasyat kerana kehidupan orang yang
tidak bersyukur sentiasa tertekan dan gagal memanfaatkan apa yang dimilikinya.
Bila akal terganggu, tiada ketenangan menerima qada dan qadar Nya,
adakah kita mampu berfikir secara waras? Tidakkah ini memberi gambaran negatif
dan lebih buruk? Bukankah ini rekaan kita sendiri?
'Yang kecil dibesarkan, Yang besar dikecilkan'.

“Maka ingatlah Aku nescaya Aku akan mengingatimu dan syukurilah atas nikmat-Ku
dan janganlah sekali-kali kamu kufuri nikmat-Ku.”
(Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 152).

“Sesungguhnya jika kamu bersyukur, pasti Kami akan menambah (nikmat) kepadamu dan jika kamu mengingkari (nikmat-Ku), maka sesungguhnya azab-Ku sangat pedih.”
(Surah Ibrahim, ayat 7).

Jadi, syukur keatas segala pemberiaan nikmat dan kesengsaraanNya adalah jalan terbaik bagi ros menempuh ranjau dunia ini. Agar ros sentiasa bersyukur, berterima kasih atas pemberian dan pengajaran darpadaNya.
Alhamdulillah.

wassalam

 

.:: dEgReE sTuPiDiTy .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 1:51 AM


When someone have to beg somebody for his right,
and still didn't get it.
When somebody still keep on taking something that he never like,
again and again and again.
When someone keep on doing something useless, and he know it.
When something is not happening the way we expect
again and again and again
and it is because we keep doing it the same way.
When we keep losing in the battle that we could never win.
When we keep paying for something we never agree to pay.

Is it a matter of stupidity?
Or there's something else...
Something about us that we didn't understand?

wassalam

 

.::.fEeLiNg .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 9:54 PM


If I feel good, can i make the world a better place?
Can i spread the happy feeling to people around me?
Can a smile at my lips makes someone's day?
Or i have to put extra efforts for it?
An effort to make someone smiles,
an effort to make someone happy,
an effort to make someone's day?

How sweet!!! Am i that sweet?
Maybe for some people and maybe not for others.
I read somewhere about somebody says 'to the world,
you maybe just someone,
but to me you're the world'.

Can i be the world to someone? Maybe.
Someone that care about me,
someone that love me,
someone that dependent on me,
someone that i care and someone that care on me.

Do i have that someone?
I'm sure i do have that someone.

How about when i feel down? Sad? Feeling blue?
How it will affect my someone? Sure it will.
And how about if i am the one who make someone feel down,
sad, feeling blue? I'm sure that terrible.
Can i avoid it? I think i can try.

But how much i can control other people feeling? Not much.
I only can try, the outcome is depend on millions of other factors.
We only can love someone as much as we want,
but it still depend on our luck to get the same love back.
If we are lucky enough, we'll get more than what we give.
So we just do our part, leave the rest to take part.

Be thankful if we are lucky and
keep trying if we the luck is yet to be ours.

What do you think?

wassalam


 

.::. i WiShEd .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 11:45 PM

Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah for His nikmat and blessings.
I nearly found what I've been looking for. But, seems like something is missing.
Owh, I didn't see you yet.
I am missing you seriously.

Our Sacrifice is really hard, It needs a lot of patience and courage and determination.
But, Allah even asked us to strive hard with our lives.
So, isn't it true that Allah knows what's best for us?
What are waiting for? Bergerak lah! Berangkat lah!
Bangun lah! Berkorban lah! Ke jalan Nya...

"March forth, whether you are light (being healthy, young and wealthy) or heavy (being ill, old and poor), and strive hard with your wealth and your lives in the cause of Allah.
This is better for your, if you but knew"
[At-Taubah: 41 ]

wassalam

 

.::. sOrRy .::.

2 comments Posted by AdikRose at 10:39 PM

Sorry

Lately, my emotion has been quite unstable. A lot of things to think of.
Some things came up at the very critical time. I'm sorry to all my friends around me
for me can't hide my feelings. I can run but I can't hide. :( This is the time where
Allah wants to test my patience and faith towards Him. At first, I became impatient,
then after istighfar and fikir baik-baik, I was ok. Kalau kita perasan, dalam banyak-banyak rukun iman, rukun yang ke 6 tu adalah paling susah sekali untuk kita amalkan.
Percaya kepada qada' dan qadar yang telah ditentukan.
Percayalah bahawa apa yang Allah tentukan,
itu lah yang terbaik sama ada itu adalah nikmat atau ujian kepada kita.
Ini, bila dah marah2, nangis2, baru nak cakap 'aku redha jer la'.
Supposedly, when something bad or good happened, the first thing we do is
redha dengan Allah. Kita kena redha dengan gembira dan berbesar hati.
Tapi, itu lah yang manusia susah nak lakukan, kan.

Ya Allah tunjukkan jalan kebenaran..
Suburkan jiwa ku dengan keimanan..
Hanya pada Mu Oh Tuhan..
Ku sandarkan harapan...

wassalam

 

.:: fEeLiNg .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 8:38 PM


The feelings of unhappiness
DepressionFeel really down, like being burried alive and can barely breathe.
Feel like no one cares that you feel this way and you feel lonely.
You keep saying in your head “I wish I was dead” or something along those lines.
Wishing someone would care that you feel this way all the time,
wishing you didn’t have to hide it from the world so people will like you.

Every problem you have becomes so much bigger and you get
the problems outa your head no more.
You can’t live your life, all you feel like doing is dieing.
Don’t cry, it will hurt yourself.
That’s the difference between being sad and depressed.
When your sad you cry, when your depressed you hurt so the pain will
subside for a little while. What we have to do is just move on.
Because it's the good thing you has learn in your life.
Always back to the only ONE.

wassalam

 

.::. bEaTiFul EyEs .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 2:41 PM




“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”
- Audrey Hepburn




Lately i just talk about the beautiful eyes so many times. Eyes are the first thing I notice in a person, especially in a woman. Sometimes a woman locks my gaze with her beautiful eyes, either because they are. Women are so often embarrassed of my behavior that the only way to gaze at their eyes is to start a conversation, but this is sometimes seen as a wooing attempt, while I just wanted to look at something beautiful: a pair of eyes. Then, I realize that I was staring at the beautiful creation and I'll call that
'Keindahan & Kesempurnaan CiptaanNya'.
Alhamdulillah.

wassalam


 

.::. rEaDeRs .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 1:22 AM

How important the readers to a blogger?

1. Is it like the viewers to TV program?
2. Is it like the spectators to a football game?
3. Is it like readers to a book?
4.Is it like food the human being?
5. Is it like the sand on the beach?
6. Is it something else?

As a blogger that not famous like me, i appreciate people who drop by at my blog and read my post. I feel glad if they take the hassle to leave comments. However, I'm blogging for various other reason. Even though i didn't have any readers,

I still meet some of my objectives.

I blog for my self. As long as I can put my thought, i met that objective.

I blog to enhance my writing skills. As long as i write, I'm polishing the skills.

I blog for money... Can't meet this objective without readers.

I blog to updates my friend about me. Especially some long lost friends. So i just drop the blog address / link to them, so they can follow if they got time for it. However, I have to admit that I didn't blog about everything in my life. I've put some limitation to it.

Therefore, I concluded that so far, I'm satisfied with my blogging activities.

wassalam

 

.::. cAn'T sLeEp...:( .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 4:02 AM

....'sleefy' LIFE....

It's been a while since I had the 'taste' of sleeping at night...
I've tried... and end-up became too tired and still can't sleep too....
I've tried drinking honey lahh, milo lahh... even camomile tea...peppermint tea...
and whatever-fancy-name tea... still, I can't sleep...
Am I sick?? ....
Insomnia?? ....
Am I???...

Insomnia is a symptom of a sleeping disorder characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleepor staying asleep despite the opportunity. It is typically followed by functional impairment while awake. Insomniacs have been known to complain about being unable to close their eyes or "rest their mind" for more than a few minutes at a time.

Hmm... :(
Could you help me...??? It became worst and worst since the accident... :(

wassalam

 

.::. cOmInG iNto yR lIfE .::.

0 comments Posted by AdikRose at 1:24 AM


People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime..
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person...
They have come to assist you through a difficulty...
to provide you with guidance and support...
to aid you physically...emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are...
They are there for the reason you need them to be...
Then...without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end...

Sometimes they die...
Sometimes they walk away...
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met...
our desire fulfilled... and their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on...

Some people come into your life for a SEASON...
because your turn has come to share... grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh...
They may teach you something you have never done...
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy...
Believe it, it is real...


But only for a season...LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons...
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson... love the person and put what you
have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant....

to someone...A**

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

wassalam

 

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